The grass is always greener..

So today I've had a "touch" (more like loads!) of baby fever.

I've found myself lurking the TTC- Your First Child board and wishing that I was TTC my first already! I know, it's only another 6 months and 3 weeks and 6 days (haha), but it seems like forever away. I have been seeing pregnant women all over the place and I can't help but sigh and think, I wish that were me!!

I know that I have a giant list of things that I would like to get done before a baby, and I know there are sooooooo many things that I could be doing that I won't be ABLE to do when we have little ones at home, but I guess as they say, "The grass is always greener on the other side!" I'm sure that when I am pregnant I'm going to be ticked that I can't have a cocktail when we go out to dinner, or that when we have a couple of small ones I will sell my soul for a dinner date out away from the kids, but I really just wish I were there already.

Good things come to those who wait, I know. But today I have found the waiting to be a little tough. And by the way.. what's up with all my little sangs in this post? lol.. Greener grass and good things.. Wow! I make myself sick with how positive I try to be sometimes.

Maybe I just need to be a little sad about the waiting today.. Be sad Heather! :) Ok.. Not working.

Newlywed Fights

OK, I know.. That was mean!! But at the time I had just gotten into an argument with DH and I was sooooooooo angry. I was fuming!!! And I remember stomping off and coming over here and typing that little snippet and then storming into the bedroom and thinking "heh.. I'm gonna blog ALL about this tomorrow"

And now..

I can't remember what the silly little newlywed fight was about!!! lol..

Men..

Can't live with 'em..

Can't kill 'em..

(Without getting into a whole new world of trouble, that is.)

Goals

OK, I've been wanting to write down (or type) my goals somewhere so that I can look back at them and check them off, or tweak a little bit if needed so here goes my start.... (This list will be added to often!)

1. Start eating better
2. Research a body "detox" or "cleansing"
3. Stop drinking coke
4. Take Multivitamin everyday, with an added calcium supplement. (I have been doing this, yay me!)
5. Find and make an appointment with a doctor around here (I know... shame on me, I have not gotten a regular doctor since I've moved here)
6. Make an appointment for my annual visit to the OB/GYN
7. Start walking on the treadmill
8. Find and make an appointment with a dentist
9. Find and make an appointment to have my eyes examined (I know... again shame on me for not going every two years like I should!)
10. Think of more goals I need to add to this list :)

Thanksgiving with The Other Side

Don't get me wrong... I enjoy holidays no matter who they are with, because I could be pushing up daisies unable to have a holiday, or homeless on the street unable to provide a holiday for my family - period. But!!!! I definitely dislike holidays with the other side.. We'll call them "The Other Side". "The Other Side" means well, but they are just like the majority of southern people, nosey and gossipy and it is so irritating!! I am guilty of this too.. I think they pump it in the water here!

This is how our holiday usually goes....

Uncomfortableness.. awkward hugs... "How are you?".. "Good, and you".. "Good".. Walk away.. sit down... make awkward small talk.. BYE!! *insert another awkward hug here* And, they are weird! lol. If you hadn't noticed? They talk about the weirdest stuff and serve the weirdest food!

But, Thanksgiving was OK. Thanksgiving is my favorite holiday, so I was really dreading going to DH's aunt's home, however, it was pleasantly very nice. No weird food.. Well, a couple of weird dishes that I just stayed away from. Everyone talked and there weren't odd topics or awkward silences. I don't know if it was different because I knew what to expect and knew the worst of it, or was it because DH and I are now married and his cousin had the new girl?

I hope that Christmas is nice too, but I have my doubts, still. We'll have to see how it goes. Prepare for the worst, but hope for the best! :)

Soul Mates

My BFF, we'll call her V, came to visit today! :)

Well, she actually came last night and we spent all night together and chatted away the morning too. I love it when V comes to visit me! Her parents live in Tennessee, so it's an easy stop here on her way up there. She is moving there this December, sooooooooo I will actually start seeing her a lot more. We talk nearly every day, but it's been hard not having a best friend here in GA.

She is one year older than me, and honestly... I don't know how I would have made it to 22 without her. We started out hating each other in the beginning of our relationship, she was in 7th grade and I was in 6th. Then, when she left middle school, I signed her yearbook (which I still to this day do not know why! lol) and left my email address. That summer, up popped an IM from V and we talked/chatted for hours!! We have been BFF's since. We are so similar, but also different, than one another and I think that's how it works. I think that's why we are so close. We have had our fights, but never have we let anything get in the way of our friendship.

She is my soul mate.

I don't mean that in a weird way.. Obviously, I have DH! :) He understands what I mean. To DH, I am his soul mate. DH holds my heart, and always will. Without him, I would be a mess. He completes me.. He is my everything. V mirrors my soul. We understand each other more than anyone ever will or can. It's as simple as that. We were made for each other in every sense of what a BFF is and will ever be. I couldn't imagine my life without her.

I don't believe that a soul mate has to be of the opposite sex, or someone that you are romantically linked with. It doesn't have to be someone that reciprocates the soul mate feeling back. It simply has to be the person that makes you, a better you.

I hate.... Pizza!

Alright... For the record, I just needed to get out "I HATE DIETING!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

I feel much better now.. thank you :)

I have fallen off the diet.. if you hadn't noticed. I filled my big fat belly with pizza that I knowwwwwwwwwww was not good for me and now I'm regretting it. I feel horrible for continuing to throw my diet out the window every weekend. It is so hard to stick to it when DH is home and he wants pizza, or Wendy's, or whatever that is more fat than I want or need!!!!

I can't blame him entirely... I am my own person and could just as easily say no, however I am so weak when it comes to fudging the diet. DH has vowed to start dieting WITH me on Monday morning, so I am holding him to it. My tummy hurts and I'm so mad at myself for eating the pizza!

I'd like to rephrase my statement about... I HATE PIZZA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OK, I kind of like pizza.. but from now on, I NEED to hate it.